fustrated!!

I am ready for this semester to be over! It has been long and hard. I can't seem to get my paper right at all. But at least I am done with one of my classes and almost there for the other. This semester has really made me miss my support person being home when I am. It would be easier if I was not up till midnight every night because my son will not let me work on my school work. If I could just get in an hour of class work before I am already exhausted I would have much more done.

I blame Disney

I blame Disney for makeing every girl think she can have that ball room scene. In the next year in a half I will be getting married, being a brides maid in two weddings and attending another 2. My two friends Kristal and Mandy have decided that we are having spontanous wedding planning days at my house! It is fun but tiring. However they are making me feel really behind. Both have spread sheets for budget and guest lists. They have details already figured out like when and where, what decorations they want and who is making the food. Granted we (boyfriend and me) are going with a caterer, dj, profesonal cake ( not from walmart or giant eagle), and an actual hunnymoon so I do have more to plan then them. They also do not go to school or have any kids so it is easier for them. That does not seem to matter though I still feel behind.
And to add to it I want my ballroom that I have wanted ever sience I saw Beauty and the beast and cinderalla!! But there are no ballrooms that I can afford!. I want that graceful dance where you get lost in each other. Sorry to say my boyfriend can not dance so that thows that out too! Damn Disney for making me want to be a princess!